Welcome to the journey!
First of all, who am I?
I am someone who is sick of ideas, planning and inspiration. All those things that are wasted, and we can never get it back. So, I was thinking for a long time and trying to figure out what am I doing so wrong. I start something, novel for example, I start writing and I am very happy about it, but after 100 words I become frustrated because
1. I don’t know where I am going 2. I don’t have enough time 3. I am afraid that I am not good enough
So yeah, I might suck, but I decided that this time, sucking at something will be desirable. Writing shitty content? Perfect. My only goal is to finish it. Hate that about me, because I started million things and I was not able to stick to anything.
That is when I realized I need a plan. New year started. Don’t get me wrong, I am not someone who makes New Year’s resolutions, just because It is new year. Time is nothing, and on the other hand, time is everything. It was just a stupid coincidence. I decided to quit my job. That happened two days ago. And that was the best decision so far. But, later about that. I realized that making decisions and then act right away is the best way and the only way possible. And because I done something big like giving up on my previous job, I felt like I’m ready for something new. I want to document my journey. It’s not like I will be writing blog all day and give advices to people I don’t know, and motivate them with empty phrases. Fuck that. I want to share my personal example. I set up some milestones, so that I won’t be lost this year.
They are ambitious, maybe stupid and doesn’t mean anything to you, or anyone who is reading this( maybe I am the only one who will ever read this) But those are the things I decided that are important in my life, and most of all-IMPOSSIBLE. I will document my experience and act. Move a little bit from that place of insecurity and empty words, waisted dreams. I want to fail, and learn something new. Struggle and see if some things are really impossible So, let’s see.
here is the annual plan: 1.Write a novel 2. Read 100 books 3. study adobe illustrator AND IN ORDER to stay motivated and working, I will write this blog.
I promise you it will be spicy :)